Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I just want it all to go way

I want him and his family out of my life and my childrens lives. I know that it not realistic, but I just had to say it. His mother didn't want us to get married. She push him into dating other women while we were dating and married. These aren't the type of people want want around my children. I planed and paid for a $30,000 wedding and the entire time she was in his ear telling him that I was not right for him. But he tells me that she loves me. She went as far as to invite his ex girl over to a family function knowing that was going to be there as well. The first time I met her she sat in front of me a the dinner table crying like someone had died for about an hour, because her son had asked me to join them for dinner. I should have cut him and his crazy family off then. The only one of them I would have around my children is his oldest sister that knows her mother is a witch. I love her very much.

I just feel that its time for me to move on, but I'm having a hard time doing so. I still love him and I'm scared to think about what life will be like without him in my life.

1 comment:

PREE said...

The choices people make impact the future of those who share their lives with you. There are choices in life that are very hard to make, but there is one choice that can answer all and give you nothing but the best outcome. Choose to consult with the most high. Let him work it out then you will know whatever is placed in your heart is pure and not tainted from fear, pain, hate, or discouragement. Sew positive to seeds to reap positive results.
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